It All comes Down To This...

I never knew it would be this difficult. I have been through what most people call "A Lot" but still i neva broke down o felt as empty as today.

Finally the bus arrived. He hopeped into it. But his bag under his seat(a habbit we all Indians have coz v jus refuse to trust another), and came out to catch up on whateva lil time we had. We had spent two whole days but it seemed less. As a matter of fact we had two whole years and it still feels less. We both had ran out of words. Words felt so insignificant, moments so short,time to had turned his back on us. But still we stood there hand in hand to only to make the most of the time we had with eachother. He said he ll be back soon. I nodded. Soon always had thissoothing effect on me. It gave me hope, a reason. The bus conductor instructed him to step in. He obidiently did so. It ripped my heart as his hand slowly left mine. He went back to his seat. I waited there determined to leave only once his bus gains momentum. We only stared but for the first time our hearts did the talikn. Our tears witnessed our love and our ability to smile through it all asssured us our committment. The bus didnt budge so finally i lost patience n walked in. He jumped of his seat like it was the first time we were meeting in years. We both held hands n stood there in silence. We had so much to say and so less time. Ironic na. when we had al the time in the world we had absolutely nothin to say. I didnt wanna leave him. I felt that if i jus continued to hold him like this mayb, u knw jus maybe he would wait back. But i knw i demanded a lil too much. I am jus happy abt the time we spent toather. Evey fight now seems irrelevant, every taunt has no mean today. Only the words of love and affection resonate as in the darkness of the nite i take your name..

I knw it ll be dificult for the both of us. But for me it means much more. No distance can take my love away from me. You are a part of me. Through all my success we ll rejoice togather. In all my failures u ll be my strength.

Kanna, Nan Unai Kadalikerain...