For Kanna...

I know the turbulence Kanna has been goin thu. A new place. New people. New course. But he is dealing with this in the most magnificent manner. I admire him for that. I always keep complainin about how he neva gives me time o doesnt say enuf o do enuf but then again i am bein only silly.He wakes up each mornin at 6.00 am so that he can talk to me. I can barely get a few words out early mornin while he is able to carry out a whole conversation for good 1 n half hour. And i still complain. I say it i complain n then i realise how wrong i am. He is not the kind who is very verbal about his emotion but he sure knows how to get his love across to me. I love you kanna. No matter what. At times i expect you to be like always tellin me how much i meanto u o how much i love u. While all this while u are but i refuse to see it. Jaanu. I miss u loads and i know i ll see u soon.. Please dont get annoyed with my childish stmts...

"Forgive Me"Can you forgive me again?I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you.........

------Evanescence.

Somehow the above lyrics seem quite apt abt the way i feel.. Jaanu i always blame u n we fight. Sometimes i tend to get unreasonable. At times i may be right. But you have always been there for me. And most of all I love u for loving me.. ovabi...