I am here now,but he isnt..

28th August,2007.

Its on days like these i get totally frustrated in life. Lose faith in Love, in God, in his promising words. Like promised i was at the cyber cafe at precisely 7.35 pm IST. It is Raksha Bandhan here I meet Ravi after ages. Rushed to church since it was tuesday. Did all of this so tht i could be here at the cyber cafe by the stipulated time. I am here right now but he isnt.

Anush u have no idea how frusting it is to be seated through all odds and not been responded to. I know mayb its no fault of urs and knowin my fate I can be least assured i have it to blame. I have no means of communicating with the one i love. I feel depressed n lonely all day. But console myself tht soon it ll be eve n u can go chat with him. I am here now but he isnt.

Blank screen flashes only my frantic messages. No response no reply. Tried every means by which i could find u. But no response no reply. u ll come on for sure i falsly console myself. I wait here in the mist of all these ppl,feeling sad n lonely. I am here now but he isnt.

The time n moment will have passed when u read this. Mayb i feel less heavy in my heart. It wont be 7.30 or 8.30 anymore. I wont be there still,but you will..